Tuesday, July 28, 2009
MY MIND IS IN CONFUSION, MY HEART IS VERY PAIN! D;
thanks pear, xueli & shinee fer yr concern, greatly appreciated!
love u guys lots lots <3
i have been thinking, will i regret or not??
i've not make up my mind yet
u're the one that made me fall for u & getting this kind of ending
u said when i'm not beside u, u'll think of her
but do u noe that when u're not beside me,
i've been thinking of u every moment!
thinking happily that we can go out aft my exams tgt
but i think u wont know la
cos yr mind only have her ba.
maybe what my friends said from the start were right
should not have start it when u've not completely forget her!
i tot u had, so i agree to be wif u
but i think i was wrong in the end
& it was now then i realise it :(
afterall, 1 year plus cant compared wif 1 month plus.
this decision really make me cried a lot
while toking to u, in the middle of the night when i cant get back to sleep, in sch & worst even in the bus while listening to music :/
tears just drop automatically & uncontrollable :C
reason being, i'm still unable to let it go
fallen deep & unable to climb back up easily D:
anyway, i wont force u to buy my bday present alr
cos if u've that xin, u will buy it automatically on yr own
no need for me to keep reminding u.
seriously, i didnt regret having u as my bf
i really hope u still can continue to be
but i dun noe if it possible??
becos i'm still listening to 默默
110609
iloveyou!
I L0VE MY BABY!
6:53 PM
